[Despite the fact that this is all for pleasure -- a chance for all three of them to get intimate with one another, it almost seems like some sort of plot against him. A ploy. A scheme. Something to get him to relax, let his guard down. But he can't do that.
Not even with Cloud's words telling him that it's okay.
He did huff a bit at the first remark, though that did not stop his fingers along Cloud's cock.]
I can't.
[Though it's hard to say if that's because he's just being stubborn and doesn't want to show that kind of ... vulnerability around two of them or if he's just completely incapable. It's probably the former as he's still trying really really hard to keep it together.
Though Zack seems to be very skilled with his mouth in ways other than talking.
At least he is partially right. Sephiroth isn't thinking about how much he hates humanity right now.]
[ Cloud smiles a little. That's probably the closest he's ever heard Sephiroth get to admit to... well, any of his many issues, really. ]
I think you can.
[ It's all he says before he dips his head down to kiss Sephiroth again, only this time he's much slower about it. Thorough. His fingers venture deeper into the other man's hair as he really makes sure to take his time. He wants to distract Sephiroth, get him to think only about the here and now. He wants him to relax.
Zack's taken notice of the little moment between the other two, but he's not giving up his efforts between Sephiroth's legs. Even if the older man is stubborn as all hell, he's not told Zack to stop or made any indication that he'd actually want that. So, Zack doesn't. He does slow it down a little though as he takes note of what Cloud is doing. He runs his tongue slowly along the shaft, giving softer but still rather intense sucks around the flesh. ]
[But can he? He should be enjoying this -- he is enjoying it ... it's just hard to let go when you spend so much time being guarded against everything. So much time being filled with hatred and anger. It's not even that he fears something will happen, though that's not totally true either. If he somehow lets his guard down, somehow admits to everything he's close to feeling, then he'd also have to admit what he really fears: losing all of this.
When he's in control it's different. He can practically defy the universe, but letting himself give into this moment feels the same as giving up that control. Despite this, Cloud's kisses are strangely comforting. Even Zack's slower movements help in getting him closer to that edge.
He does finally relent, and while his hand never ceases it's movement along Cloud's sensitive regions, Sephiroth himself becomes less tense before his muscles mostly relax against the bed.]
[ Cloud smiles as he can feel Sephiroth relaxing, but he doesn't comment on it as it may just make him tense back up. Instead he takes the opportunity to reach into the bedside drawer to grab some lube while trying not to get too distracted by Sephiroth touching him so intimately.
He moves to lightly straddle Sephiroth's waist, smiling as he shows Sephiroth what he's holding. He leans down to kiss at Sephiroth's chest before asking, his words coming out rather bluntly: ] Do you want to fuck me?
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Not even with Cloud's words telling him that it's okay.
He did huff a bit at the first remark, though that did not stop his fingers along Cloud's cock.]
I can't.
[Though it's hard to say if that's because he's just being stubborn and doesn't want to show that kind of ... vulnerability around two of them or if he's just completely incapable. It's probably the former as he's still trying really really hard to keep it together.
Though Zack seems to be very skilled with his mouth in ways other than talking.
At least he is partially right. Sephiroth isn't thinking about how much he hates humanity right now.]
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I think you can.
[ It's all he says before he dips his head down to kiss Sephiroth again, only this time he's much slower about it. Thorough. His fingers venture deeper into the other man's hair as he really makes sure to take his time. He wants to distract Sephiroth, get him to think only about the here and now. He wants him to relax.
Zack's taken notice of the little moment between the other two, but he's not giving up his efforts between Sephiroth's legs. Even if the older man is stubborn as all hell, he's not told Zack to stop or made any indication that he'd actually want that. So, Zack doesn't. He does slow it down a little though as he takes note of what Cloud is doing. He runs his tongue slowly along the shaft, giving softer but still rather intense sucks around the flesh. ]
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When he's in control it's different. He can practically defy the universe, but letting himself give into this moment feels the same as giving up that control. Despite this, Cloud's kisses are strangely comforting. Even Zack's slower movements help in getting him closer to that edge.
He does finally relent, and while his hand never ceases it's movement along Cloud's sensitive regions, Sephiroth himself becomes less tense before his muscles mostly relax against the bed.]
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He moves to lightly straddle Sephiroth's waist, smiling as he shows Sephiroth what he's holding. He leans down to kiss at Sephiroth's chest before asking, his words coming out rather bluntly: ] Do you want to fuck me?