[ Cloud tries to wipe the tears away, somewhat more cognizant of the fact that he's crying in front of Sephiroth, but soon enough he gives up. The tears just keep coming anyway.
The memories are still fragmented, but the pain is almost overwhelming, and he feels sick. Everything he thought he knew... those lost years, all the missing memories. There is so much he never questioned, never wanted to think too hard about. How he got to Midgar. Why he was covered in blood that wasn't his own. Where he got his sword. He feels so fucking stupid now. ]
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The memories are still fragmented, but the pain is almost overwhelming, and he feels sick. Everything he thought he knew... those lost years, all the missing memories. There is so much he never questioned, never wanted to think too hard about. How he got to Midgar. Why he was covered in blood that wasn't his own. Where he got his sword. He feels so fucking stupid now. ]
How did I... why did I... forget?