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[sefirot]

Since you are so determined to declare whatever I say is wrong, again I will ask: what is the point behind this line of questioning?

[ukan]

Because you're going at the obvious routes, the ones everyone with half a mind comes up with.

What does god fear? What cuts god deep enough to matter?

[sefirot]

The only thing that matters is what we already spoke about.

[ukan]

...Cloud?

[sefirot]

Yes.

[ukan]

[Look, Lark is a wolf and he bonds intensely but what the fuck is this.]

What use does God have for him?

[sefirot]

All you need to know is that Cloud belongs to me.

[ukan]

And what are you without him?

[sefirot]

This is an interesting path you've chosen to go down.

Go ask him if you want to know more.

[ukan]

He can't tell me who you are when he doesn't exist.

[sefirot]

Then I suppose you'll never know.

[ukan]

[He will when Cloud is gone.]

I suppose not.

That being said: I still think you should get your powers back. As much as it is for everyone's safety, being held back is still being held back.

[sefirot]

Really.

[Said more as a statement than a question.]

And why is your opinion different than everyone else?

[ukan]

Because my own 'powers' are what I am. If no one had ever given mine back, I would have been too busy hating and sabotaging everyone else to ever find a way out.

[sefirot]

Most here are far too fearful of what I might do.

[ukan]

Are they wrong to be? [It's not a rhetorical question; he has no idea what Sephiroth might do.]

[sefirot]

At the moment I have no reason to bring harm to anyone here.

[ukan]

For me, that's good enough. I don't expect anyone here not to protect themselves.

[Which he knows is not what Sephiroth said. But he did give Pagan a gun, he has given away other guns and other knives.]

[sefirot]

I see. And is that something you can make happen?

[ukan]

Unfortunately, no. We'd have to be paired. But I can try to make whoever you are paired with understand the benefits.

[sefirot]

Please do that with whoever I am paired with next.

[ukan]

I can't make any promises about what they'll decide, but I will do whatever I can.

[sefirot]

I suppose it'll depend on if the next one also considers me a serial killer.

[ukan]

Even serial killers deserve to learn how to function here with their powers. That's the problem with so many people here, even other inmates: they don't realize that what you learn here has to translate back into your life at home or it's meaningless.

[sefirot]

Either way that's not what I am.