You are not listening either Zack. You threaten what you don't understand.
The memories that bind the fare between Cloud and I revolve around hate. Nothing will change how deep that despair goes. There will never be anything else, so I will always remind him of those moments. All the ones we share.
This friendship you keep trying to build is a lie created by this place. Beyond here we return to our fate and that includes you.
You're right about one thing. If all of this changes, it is going to be because of you. You're the one who has to decide if this cycle is just going to continue or become something different. Because the Admiral isn't going to change you. You're going to have to decide that you want something different.
And I don't know anymore if that's what I'm going to do. I used to think I could go back to that and be fine.
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The memories that bind the fare between Cloud and I revolve around hate. Nothing will change how deep that despair goes. There will never be anything else, so I will always remind him of those moments. All the ones we share.
This friendship you keep trying to build is a lie created by this place. Beyond here we return to our fate and that includes you.
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[ He takes a breath. ]
And that's the part you're missing. None of that has to stay the same. It can change. The Admiral gives people miracles for fuck's sakes.
I don't have to go back to my fate, and you don't have to go back to yours.
We can do something else. Anything else.
It doesn't have to be what it was.
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If fate changes it will be my doing and not because of the one who traps others here.
And you, before, implied you were at peace with yours. How does that change what I said? I want to go back and you will return to being a memory.
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You're right about one thing. If all of this changes, it is going to be because of you. You're the one who has to decide if this cycle is just going to continue or become something different. Because the Admiral isn't going to change you. You're going to have to decide that you want something different.
And I don't know anymore if that's what I'm going to do. I used to think I could go back to that and be fine.
But now...I don't think I would.
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I guess we will.