[But can he? He should be enjoying this -- he is enjoying it ... it's just hard to let go when you spend so much time being guarded against everything. So much time being filled with hatred and anger. It's not even that he fears something will happen, though that's not totally true either. If he somehow lets his guard down, somehow admits to everything he's close to feeling, then he'd also have to admit what he really fears: losing all of this.
When he's in control it's different. He can practically defy the universe, but letting himself give into this moment feels the same as giving up that control. Despite this, Cloud's kisses are strangely comforting. Even Zack's slower movements help in getting him closer to that edge.
He does finally relent, and while his hand never ceases it's movement along Cloud's sensitive regions, Sephiroth himself becomes less tense before his muscles mostly relax against the bed.]
[ Cloud smiles as he can feel Sephiroth relaxing, but he doesn't comment on it as it may just make him tense back up. Instead he takes the opportunity to reach into the bedside drawer to grab some lube while trying not to get too distracted by Sephiroth touching him so intimately.
He moves to lightly straddle Sephiroth's waist, smiling as he shows Sephiroth what he's holding. He leans down to kiss at Sephiroth's chest before asking, his words coming out rather bluntly: ] Do you want to fuck me?
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When he's in control it's different. He can practically defy the universe, but letting himself give into this moment feels the same as giving up that control. Despite this, Cloud's kisses are strangely comforting. Even Zack's slower movements help in getting him closer to that edge.
He does finally relent, and while his hand never ceases it's movement along Cloud's sensitive regions, Sephiroth himself becomes less tense before his muscles mostly relax against the bed.]
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He moves to lightly straddle Sephiroth's waist, smiling as he shows Sephiroth what he's holding. He leans down to kiss at Sephiroth's chest before asking, his words coming out rather bluntly: ] Do you want to fuck me?